So I wrote a couple of posts about my Henderson real estate business and I have some big dreams and goals that I will share with you that may have you wondering about me and reality, but if I don’t go after them I will never forgive myself. I want to be a movie star and a pop star. Uh yes, I am not making this up. It’s not like I’m going out with friends in a limo or a party bus and acting like I am something that I’m not, but I am going for it this time. So how is my Carson Valley Real Estate business going to help me?
I have wanted this for 22 years now…ever since I was 12. I have tried to push it out of the way but it keeps coming back and I feel anxiety when I see other people making it in this profession I have to stand on the sidelines and watch them do what I want to do. It is just too painful anymore. I can’t keep lying to myself and say that I should not be doing it when it is all I ever wanted to do!
Unfortunately my parents disagree with me. I try not to bring it up with them anymore because of the push-back I will encounter. I can’t live for them or anyone else. I am tired of living a life where I hold myself back because of the fear of the unknown. It is an empty life if you live it just for security, take no risks, don’t dream and never push yourself to be better. If you are not moving forward then you are moving backwards and I firmly believe that.
So yes! Maybe I will get a limo, invite my friends and tell them they will be riding with a celebrity and see their faces when they find out it is me after all. If I am not a star yet, then maybe I should get used to how it may feel to act like one. Then maybe when I step out of my classy ride I will have the confidence to walk up to that director and convince him that he should be working with me and none else!
So here is what I am going to do next…I will be building my consulting business like it’s going out of style so that I can move my family to Thousand Oaks, CA and start auditioning and living the life I have pushed myself away from for so long. I am done running away from it. I am done running away from my true destiny because my destiny is in my hands and that is the way God has always intended it to be. He wants me to make this decision so I am and will follow through this time.